no one can undestand me. im sick. im sick just like him. my friends are liars. he is a liar. she is a liar. i cant trust anyone at this point. What will they do to me? Will they tell my deepest secrets? THEY are talking about me. behind my backs. i dont trust anyone. truly. never. will. my tiny clown heart hurts. it couldnt accept the maturity of the world. im old, im cold, but i still havent accepted an adult world. im still a kid inside. i cant mature. im stuck in my bed. ive tried to get off, but mold was grown on me. by them. by those liars. what are they gonna do now? i dont know who am i, what is my point in my life, and what i am doing with my life. She ruined my life with some fucked up buff clown named Sergi. what a bitch. she couldnt choose the right man and ruined my life. she ruined HIS life.